Damn you

I remembered you today. Well, what’s new? 

I tried to recall the last time we were together but I find it hard to connect the pieces on my mind. What I clearly remember is how all of a sudden the I love you’s were turned to Good night love, Night love, Night, Hi to not hearing from you anything at all. 

The details, the memories begin to fade one by one and no one, nothing holds them back. 

I could remember you on every love song and each line stabs me.. over and over.. And kills me more knowing you've let everything boil down to nothing. Just like that. Dammit, I hate you. I really, really hate you.



But I know deep inside I want you back.

Pagod na ako

Gusto ko sanang mag ala Kristel Tejada pero tinatamad ako. Pagod na ako. Sobrang pagod na. Gusto kong kalimutan ang lahat ng problema. Ayoko na kung nasaan man ako ngayon. Gusto kong maiba naman. Lord, tulungan mo po ako.

LIAR, LIAR?

by Nancy Herz

 

Thing are now in motion,
I can feel a sudden change.
There is a different emotion,
only visible at close range.

Something is no longer right,
I can see it but I can`t explain.
Should I wait or should I fight,
will this friendship even remain?

I know you are not being sincere,
words are hidden in your eyes.
That is my more than I can bear,
your words are filled with lies.

Who are fake and who are real,
it is really hard to know.
To this ground I fall and kneel,
and pray you won`t go that low.

Friendships last forever,
but my faith has started to fade.
It is either now or never,
to know if I have been betrayed.

http://www.storylane.com/stories/show/1107248266/liar-liar

Just goin back to the......

             This past few weeks, or rather months, nakakatuwang isipin na may pagkakataon, actually madalas, na may nakikita ako, naaamoy or naririnig ako na nagpapaalala sa akin about the past that I had. Then I just smiles, as I remenisce the things that happens. nakakatuwa lang isipin na minsan, you've done those things that you'd never thought you can do. Doin those things, travelling long distances, spending little time, just to play and bond. Masaya, oo naman syempre. Hindi mo naman gagawin yung mga bagay na yun if you never felt happy. Lalo na kapag alam mo na ibinabalik sayo at pareho kayo ng nararamdaman. Tapos, after what have said and done, its just goin to end like that, parang snap lang ng fingers, and then boom, wala na. Hehehe, parang ewan lang, kasi lahat idedeny, na parang anyare?? Nauntog lang at nalimutan na ang mga napagsamahan?? I tried to fix the things na sa palagay ko may problema, kaso ala na eh. Pero sabi ko nga, its all in the past, its just one of the chapters na nasa isang box at nakatago sa utak kong di ko maintindihan kung ano ang laman. May mga nagsasabi na di pa ko nakaka move on, well I know for myself na naka move on na ko. Hindi naman porket naalala mo ang isang bagay at naramdaman mo ulit yung pakiramdam na yun eh di ka pa nakakamove on. Syempre hindi na mawawala yun, nasa memory box mo na yun eh. Kaya each time na maririnig mo ang isang kanta na nagpapalala sayo ng mga nagyari, matritrigger yung mga feelings na yun. Hehehehe, well, i just want to share the song that reminds me of that past that i had :).

Banat 101

"May taong mahilig magpaasa, madalas mangako at madalas manloko."

"Timba ako, Gripo ka. 'Pag ako napuno PATAY ka!"

"Pagod na kong mag-alala sa taong kahit minsan hindi ako naalala"

"Halika dito, lagyan natin ng make-up yang ugali mo at ng gumanda naman."

"Kung wala ka namang planong pahalagahan yung tao, dapat di mo na lang sya ginulo."


#TamadMagsulatNgScript #graveyard

Sorry, Thank You, Goodbye...

           It's been a good journey, for you and I
           Doin things together, never letting anyone fall
           I thought it will never end, i really do
           But I guess we have to let things go

           All things that we have said
           Will always be treasured

           Thank you my love for completing my life
           For you always treated me right
           But things have changed, sorry if it comes
           To this time that we have to say
           Goodbye, take care, goodbye...

           I have to do this, so please let me
           For i have to find again, who I really am
           This hurt inside, is not just goin to fade
           And the only thing i need, is time for me to heal

           So let us give, both ourselves the
           The time that we really need so

          Thank you my love for completing my life
           For you always treated me right
           But things have changed, sorry if it comes
           To this time that we have to say
           Goodbye, take care, goodbye...


          I will find the strength, for me to move on
          I know that you will find yours soon
          It may take sometime for me to smile again
          And i know that it will be the time, that i will be complete again..



........... I know it will be hard, but just remember one thing, if it hurts, it means the feeling is real. Keep bein strong, keep on movin on, its time for you to love yourself again. Move forward not to forget things from the past, but to learn from it, for it will make you a much stronger, much wiser and much beautiful woman...

Pi. Yu. Ti. Ey

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Sleepless in Bicol

Change is the only permanent thing in this world.

Katulad na rin ako ngayon ng mga call center agents na graveyard shift. Sabi ng isang kaibigan, pang gabi ka nga, at least di ka pokpok. Pero ang hirap pala talaga. Ang sakit sa bangs na kulot. Ang hirap pang matulog sa umaga. Any suggestion kung ano magandang gawin pag ganyan?

Ngunit, subalit, datapwat, masasanay din ako. Aja!