There will always be something about you that people wouldn't understand no matter how hard you try to open yourself to them. It's not because they are narrow-minded people. Maybe the reason is you and that person differ so much that even the simplest explanation isn't enough for them to see the real situation. Isn't it sad? To think and even feel that the closest person you ever allowed to enter your safe, unharmed world, is the same person who closes eyes to avoid meeting yours.
I don't know. There are moments which are supposed to be different simply because a very important person's with you. But how do I know if I am just playing a role in a scripted scene? Sometimes I ask myself if it is really what I want. Living with the person entirely different from me and staying for the sole reason of not ruining what's there between the two of us.
Sometimes it scares me. But most often than not, it breaks me.
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