Of Gloomy Weather, Mushy Songs, and a Baffled Mind

There are times when you're feeling down and all you want to do is to show how hurt you are, or scream your lungs out just to tell them how frustrating your life is. Admit it, it's like fishing for someone's attention and expecting them to feel the same ache you're having. It's like showing them your raw, bleeding, and broken heart. I, for one, am doing the same thing right now. Sad isn't? That we choose to show them the weakest state of ourselves and allowing them to wallow in our defeat. Maybe it's one of the coping mechanisms that we are used in doing when we're in the lowest low of our lives. I know, I know, I'm sounding like the girl with a slashed wrist, one-sided bangs, and with eyes lined heavily by a black pencil. Well, right now my hair's up in a ponytail, instead of cuts my wrists have mosquito bites, and it's not eyeliner but eyebags.

SOS.

P.S. Save thy soul.


Of Gloomy Weather, Mushy Songs, and a Baffled Mind (and a broken heart)

Date

Habang nasa SM ako kanina, paulit-ulit kong sinasabi na June 6 ngayon at hindi February 14. Para akong sinasampal sa mukha sa tuwing may nakakasalubong akong mag-boyfriend at girlfriend, additional na sabunot at kurot kapag nagkataong magka-holding hands ang dalawa.