What was I thinking?

The ex messaged me on Facebook about professional matters since we are affiliated to the same organization. Due to a sudden surge of emotions, I sent her a "friend request." Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Arrrgh!

After banging my head on the wall rethinking, I canceled the friend request before she accepts it. Why did I even think she would accept it? I quickly thought, I wouldn't want to read what's on her wall every now and then. Nor someday check out her changed relationship status when she and my "friend" finally announce their affair.

For now it's good. We're neither enemies nor friends.

Hopeless

Nagulat ako, nung nirerefresh ko ang webpage ang lumabas ay Facebook profile mo. Sabi ko, siguro sinyales 'to na dapat batiin kita dahil graduate ka na? Tapos magiging close ulit tayo. Kaso biglang naalala ko, yung birthday ko nga nakalimutan mo. Kaya ang ang naging sagot sa eksenang ito sa likod ng utak ko (at the back of my mind, translation? ), "HINDI RIN."