What was I thinking?

The ex messaged me on Facebook about professional matters since we are affiliated to the same organization. Due to a sudden surge of emotions, I sent her a "friend request." Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Arrrgh!

After banging my head on the wall rethinking, I canceled the friend request before she accepts it. Why did I even think she would accept it? I quickly thought, I wouldn't want to read what's on her wall every now and then. Nor someday check out her changed relationship status when she and my "friend" finally announce their affair.

For now it's good. We're neither enemies nor friends.