I've been into some kinda weird and troubled week. Trouble with my work and weird happenings involving my dearest friends.
I have this close friend 1 who's involve with a guy to whom another close friend 2 is involve, too. Weird, right?
Anyway, this close friend 1 left me, at least physically, for days without any text or advice and without telling me the reasons at all, until yesterday. She was sorry about everything and said that she's still there for me. (I hate goodbyes) She said she's angry and didn't want to talk to me about everything even though she said that this has nothing to do with me and with our friendship. Because everything has to do with our close friend 2 and the guy they both...uhm...'love' I think.
To give you a short detail, close friend 1 and close friend 2 are both in deep feelings with this guy, who is (sorry for the term) not a 'real man'. From what close friend 2 has told me, she and close friend 1 are both aware that they both see and spend time with the guy. Weird, indeed. Anyway, I haven't heard close friend 1 telling me story about her and the guy. From what I know and and understand, they are both into deep feelings with the guy and this guy is dating them both when he knows that my close friends are close. Weird, weird, weird.
Moving on, I don't have any grudge with this guy but all I can think now is that he's the reason why this is happening. Though, both close friends should have settled and cleared things in the first place.
More personal problems to settle with myself. More involving me and my work. More with my personal life. But I am deeply HURT with all of these.
Whew! I never expected to write about this, I just have to let this out.
Segue, have you read 'The Perks of Being A Wallflower'? If not yet, sabayan niyo ako. :)
Question: Do you really get WEIRD when you're in love? Just asking. :)
While contemplating on things, I found this song for both my close friends. Hope they'll like it.
Yes, you get weird and all that when you're in love. But I would like to believe that I didnt totally fall. I just tripped and now getting up.
ReplyDeleteKaya pala ang weird ko.
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