That heart wonders

One day, I woke up accepting the feelings that I have for you. I just realized that it might be easier for me if I accept it. It will just fade when time comes anyway.

Problem is, the longer I see you and talk to you about things we enjoy together…that feeling gets deeper and I don’t know what to do. I’m lost.

Everyday I wanna see you. Smell you. Talk to you. Hold you. But, of course, you’re not mine; even before you were never mine. And I think, you will never be mine. It’s just so hard to resist you.

And now, I am wondering whether I should continue this. Naguguluhan na ako kung dapat pa ba akong maniwala sa nararamdaman ko, o dapat na kitang pakawalan. Wala naman na akong pag-asa, aminado naman ako dun. Sa'yo pa?

I wanna be born again; when that time comes, I will look for you and tell you what I feel for you. I will shout it out loud! Just give me a hand.