Ako na naman

Hindi lang kayo ang tao sa mundo para palagi na lang i-consider. Napakanipis nga siguro ngayon ng pagitan ng pagiging MAGKAKAIBIGAN at MAGKAKATRABAHO. Pero hindi sa lahat ng oras kayo lang ang dapat masunod o kung hindi man ay dapat pakinggan. Maraming dapat pagtuonan ng pansin at panahon. Hangga't maari isantabi muna natin ang mga insecurities natin sa buhay.

Nakakairita lang,

...but I'm coping.

sunset

Kasabay ng paglubog ng araw ang kagustuhan kong limutin ka. Masasaktan lang natin ang isa't isa..

The Second Voice

The reasons why I ever wanted to go to videoke house with my colleagues were to enjoy their company and to sing with them as well.

I'm not that confident with my singing capacity that I feel so dumb when it's my turn to sing a song I chose to. Whenever I get to touch and hold the microphone to start singing, my voice starts to tremble and in the end I just pass it to someone to continue the singing.

One time, I really wanted to conquer that some kinda mess-with-the-mic. Since there were two microphones in that videoke room, I got the other one and acted like a second voice of one of my colleagues who's really a good singer. Then, they were really shocked when (not looking at them, I was shy) they heard of me singing as the second voice, and the scene was like they were looking at me then clapped their hands and shouted. They also gave me a standing ovation. In my struck, I blushed and covered my face and released the mic off me. I was very shy when I heard them saying that I was the best second voice singer.

Second voice singer..hmmm..

Grabe. ang bilis bilis na ng oras, nilalamon na tayo ng trabaho natin. hehe. to my co-coper, Andrew. 

Alam ko late na late na. dapat nung July 3 pa e. kaso yun nga, di na namalayan ang oras. pero kunwari July 3 parin. HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAAAAYY!!! hahaha. goodluck sa career mo! alam ko sobrang busy ka na rin. goodluck din sa lovelife at coping life (applicable pa ba to? sana hindi na. :p) sana di mo naman nakalimutan birthday mo. hahaha. ingat kung asan ka man ngayon. buhayin mo na kasi Facebook mo! wala tuloy updates. basta wag ka nang mag-aadik. :3 siguro late mo na rin to makikita. okay lang. basta ayun, goodluck goodluck talaga! miss ko na rin magbasa ng sinulat mo dito o kung saan pa man. ingat Andrew! :)

where are you now??

i miss my human mp3 :(

Of Gloomy Weather, Mushy Songs, and a Baffled Mind

There are times when you're feeling down and all you want to do is to show how hurt you are, or scream your lungs out just to tell them how frustrating your life is. Admit it, it's like fishing for someone's attention and expecting them to feel the same ache you're having. It's like showing them your raw, bleeding, and broken heart. I, for one, am doing the same thing right now. Sad isn't? That we choose to show them the weakest state of ourselves and allowing them to wallow in our defeat. Maybe it's one of the coping mechanisms that we are used in doing when we're in the lowest low of our lives. I know, I know, I'm sounding like the girl with a slashed wrist, one-sided bangs, and with eyes lined heavily by a black pencil. Well, right now my hair's up in a ponytail, instead of cuts my wrists have mosquito bites, and it's not eyeliner but eyebags.

SOS.

P.S. Save thy soul.


Of Gloomy Weather, Mushy Songs, and a Baffled Mind (and a broken heart)