In the absence of words...

...let me post a song by the Weepies. :)

 
"Gotta Have You"

Gray, quiet and tired and mean
Picking at a worried seam
I try to make you mad at me over the phone.
Red eyes and fire and signs
I'm taken by a nursery rhyme
I want to make a ray of sunshine and never leave home

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, no, no, no, no,
nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta have you.

The road gets cold, there's no spring in the meadow this year
I'm the new chicken clucking open hearts and ears
Oh, such a prima donna, sorry for myself
But green, it is also summer
And I won't be warm 'til I'm lying in your arms

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, no, no, no, no
Nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta have you

I see it all through a telescope: guitar, suitcase, and a warm coat
Lying in the back of the blue boat, humming a tune...hmmmmmmm

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no wine
No, no, no, no, no
Nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta have

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, no, no, no, no
Nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta have you.

I've gotta have you, gotta have you
I've gotta have you

Eat your religion.

Drop the old notion that people leave merely because they got "offended." Because in reality it's more than that. Value your flock with sincerity and they'll stick with you through the odds. Posers and users. ;)

This has to end

WHAT IF THE STORM ENDS

Snow Patrol

What if the storm ends and I don't see you
As you are now ever again?
The perfect halo of gold hair and lightning
Sets you off against the planet's last dance

Just for a minute the silver-forked sky
Lifts you up like a star that I will follow
But now it's found us like I have a found you
I don't wanna run, just overwhelm me
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/snow-patrol-what-if-this-storm-ends-lyrics.html ]
What if the storm ends? At least that's nothing
Except the memory, a distant echo I won't pin down
I've walked unsettled rattle cage after cage
Until my blood boils

I wanna see you as you are now
Every single day that I am living
Painted in flames, a peeling thunder
Be the lightning in me that strikes relentless

What if the storm ends and I don't see you
As you are now ever again?
The perfect halo of gold hair and lightning
Sets you off against the planet's last dance

Just for a minute the silver-forked sky
Lifts you up like a star that I will follow
But now it's found us like I have a found you
I don't wanna run, just overwhelm me

Just because..

There will always be something about you that people wouldn't understand no matter how hard you try to open yourself to them. It's not because they are narrow-minded people. Maybe the reason is you and that person differ so much that even the simplest explanation isn't enough for them to see the real situation. Isn't it sad? To think and even feel that the closest person you ever allowed to enter your safe, unharmed world, is the same person who closes eyes to avoid meeting yours.

I don't know. There are moments which are supposed to be different simply because a very important person's with you. But how do I know if I am just playing a role in a scripted scene? Sometimes I ask myself if it is really what I want. Living with the person entirely different from me and staying for the sole reason of not ruining what's there between the two of us.

Sometimes it scares me. But most often than not, it breaks me.

Wala akong Maisip na Title

Anong ibig sabihin nito? Hindi na broken-hearted ang mga people ngayong July dahil isa pa lang ang entry? At parang ako lang talaga ang may pinagdaanan lately? Haha. Oh well, good news pa rin yun. Congrats ex-copers!

Habang nagsusulat ako ngayon, ang hapdi lang ng mga sugat ko sa kamay at legs. Nabasag ko ang dalawang tasa ko. Arrghh. Iniingatan ko pa naman yun. Habang nilalagyan ko ng alcohol yung mga sugat, nanunuot talaga ang hapdi. Pero di tulad ng sugat sa puso, mas madaling napapawi ang sakit nito.

Natawa na lang ako. Ano pa bang sakit ang hindi ko kakayanin? Naranasan ko na ang sakit ng ngipin, sakit ng tiyan, sakit ng ulo, sakit ng puson at ang pinakamatindi ang sakit na tanging panahon lang ang makakapawi. Sisiw! Haha!

Ayoko Na

Eto na! Eto na ang saktong saktong kanta para sa atin Artemis! Jumejeremiah lang ang tunog pero tumpak lang ang lyrics =)